Medjugorje Message: February 25, 2014

Dear children! You see, hear and feel that in the hearts of many people there is no God. They do not want Him, because they are far from prayer and do not have peace. You, little children, pray—live God’s commandments. You be prayer, you who from the very beginning said ‘yes’ to my call. Witness God and my presence and do not forget, little children: I am with you and I love you. From day to day I present you all to my Son Jesus. Thank you for having responded to my call.

 

 

Published by the Marian Center of San Antonio / A Catholic Evangelization Ministry
River of Light
                                                                                           March 2014

 

This month Our Lady challenges us to be witnesses of the Divine Indwelling Presence of God in the human heart. This is the core truth of our faith and of all the great religious traditions of the world, in their mystical center or contemplative dimension: that God dwells within the human person as well as everywhere else; that God or Ultimate Reality is in us and we are in the Ultimate Reality that is God. For Christians this Reality is described as “LIFE,” as “LIGHT,” and as “LOVE.” If for one nanosecond this God did not dwell within us, we would cease to exist. However, as Our Lady teaches, for many people on earth, there is no “conscious contact” with this reality of the Divine Indwelling Presence. She says, “You see, hear and feel that in the hearts of many people there is no God.”

 

But our senses and emotional feelings deceive us. Thus when we make a judgment or determination that “in the hearts of many people there is no God,” based on what we “see, hear and feel” from their presence, we might be led to behave in critical, aloof, or unloving ways toward these fellow-humans whom we deem (and silently label) “the godless.” The reason for our misperception and critical judgment of them is understandable, though, since Our Lady acknowledges that “They do not want Him, because they are far from prayer and do not have peace.”  Notice that Our Lady does not say these people “do not want God” because of their malice or deliberate rejection or hatred of Him; rather it is “because they are far from prayer and do not have peace.” Often people who are unprayerful and without peace present to our senses an unpleasant image: a harsh demeanor, an irritable or sarcastic tone, an impatient or unkind aspect that “turns us off.” What we “see, hear and feel” of them gives us an impression that “there is no God” in their hearts. This is a misperception.

 

What we are really seeing is a human being like ourselves who is living in a sleepwalking state of unconsciousness and unawareness of the Divine Indwelling Presence of God. Without prayer in their life—i.e. a spiritual practice that creates a conscious contact and living link with the Divine Higher Power at one’s innermost core—these people whom we “see, hear and feel” as “godless” are actually simply living at the merely human/animal level of mechanical functioning that is conditioned by external forces: the dominant culture with its trends and cults, the false-self/egoic needs for security, safety, affection, esteem, power, control, and pleasure; and whatever “group membership” with which the person identifies (family, nation, ethnicity, gender, political party, ideology, etc.). Such a life is devoid of inner freedom and inner peace, constantly “pushed around” by both the unconscious internal drives of emotional programs for happiness and the external influences of situations and circumstances that determine one’s reactionary activity from moment to moment.

 

These unfortunate persons we meet are unable to “want Him” (God), for to desire something requires awareness of it, consciousness of it as a Good, a Value. Living in a state of deep sleep and mechanical automatism—without God-consciousness or the still, silent peace that’s needed to catch a whiff, a taste, a glimpse of the Divine Indwelling Presence within—it is sadly true that, indeed, many people “do not want Him.” These are the unbelievers for whom Our Lady asks us to pray—those, she says, who have not yet experienced the love of God.” They are NOT “without God” (for that is impossible!), but simply persons for whom God’s presence is not a conscious reality or a lived experience. Though it seems that God is “absent” to them, in reality, it is they who are “absent” to God through their own state of (un)consciousness that results from the anxious tension of a closed mind and heart. Our Lady has taught us repeatedly that an “open heart” is essential for prayer and peace.

 

How are we to respond? Our Lady begs us to: pray for these “many people,” love them, refrain from judging them, and most importantly, “witness God’s presence” to them by our living example more than by our words. She tells us, “You, little children, pray—live God’s commandments. You be prayer, you who from the very beginning said ‘yes’ to my call. Witness God and my presence and do not forget, little children: I am with you and I love you.” Until these unbelievers whom we encounter in our daily life begin to open up and find prayer and peace on their own (through which they will be able to “say yes” and experience the Divine Indwelling God), it is UP TO US to “be” that living witness to the Truth of this interior Presence whenever we are in their midst. They will see that we naturally “live God’s commandments”—not out of dogmatic legalism, but because they are written on our hearts by the Divine Indwelling Spirit of Christ. During the holy season of Lent, the Church gives us great support and encouragement toward living our life in an exemplary way as witnesses of God’s love for all. This is only possible, however, to the extent that we “suit up and show up” in each present moment of our own lifeawake, aware, and conscious—showing by our own quality of Being that we are “present to Presence.”

 

 

March Musings: LENT—the Greening of our Souls in the Paschal Mystery

 

 

The force that through the green fuse drives the flower

Drives my green age; that blasts the roots of trees

Is my destroyer.

And I am dumb to tell the crooked rose

My youth is bent by the same wintry fever.

 

The force that drives the water through the rocks

Drives my red blood; that dries the mouthing streams

Turns mine to wax.

And I am dumb to mouth unto my veins

How at the mountain spring the same mouth sucks.

 

The hand that whirls the water in the pool

Stirs the quicksand; that ropes the blowing wind

Hauls my shroud sail.

And I am dumb to tell the hanging man

How of my clay is made the hangman’s lime.

 

The lips of time leech to the fountain head;

Love drips and gathers, but the fallen blood

Shall calm her sores.

And I am dumb to tell a weather’s wind

How time has ticked a heaven round the stars.

 

And I am dumb to tell the lover’s tomb

How at my sheet goes the same crooked worm.

 

-- Dylan Thomas

 

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The world is charged with the grandeur of God.

   It will flame out, like shining from shook foil;

   It gathers to a greatness, like the ooze of oil

Crushed.  Why do men then now not reck his rod?

Generations have trod, have trod, have trod;

   And all is seared with trade; bleared, smeared with toil;

   And wears man’s smudge and shares man’s smell: the soil

Is bare now, nor can foot feel, being shod.

 

And for all this, nature is never spent;

   There lives the dearest freshness deep down things;

And though the last lights off the black West went

   Oh, morning, at the brown brink eastward, springs—

Because the Holy Ghost over the bent

   World broods with warm breast and with ah! bright wings.

 

-- Gerard Manley Hopkins

 

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What Our Lord asks, what he realized was so bitterly hard for the human heart, was “conversion”:  that accepting to turn right round, to be uncoiled from the self-possession, self-centeredness, and self-orientation that is our native condition, to become God-possessed, God-centered, God-directed. It is what he means by becoming a child, who alone is capable of receiving the kingdom, of knowing the mysteries of the kingdom. This re-making is God’s exclusive work. But we must accept his work, we must allow his divine hand to take hold of us and wrench us into true shape. And we resist with all our might. He knows that only when we are thus re-shaped can we be truly happy. Our misery springs from our self-centeredness. Joy and freedom are in God’s possession. Let us then open our hearts to God that his Spirit may take possession of us and the dream of God become a reality in our lives—the dream of our vocation—God alone.   – Sr. Ruth Burrows, OCD

 

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Practical Spiritual Tasks for the Lenten Season:

Developing Mature Discipleship

 

1)  Be willing to carry more and more of life’s complexities with empathy:  Few things in life, including our own hearts and motives, are black and white, either-or, simply good or simply bad. Maturity invites us to see, understand, and accept this complexity with empathy so that, like Jesus, we cry tears of understanding over our own troubled cities and our own complex hearts.

 

2) Transform jealousy, anger, bitterness, and hatred rather than give them back in kind: Any pain or tension that we do not transform we will transmit. In the face of jealousy, anger, bitterness, and hatred we must be like water purifiers, holding the poisons and toxins inside of us and giving back just the pure water, rather than being like electrical cords that simply pass on the energy that flows through them.

 

3) Let suffering soften rather than harden our souls: Suffering and humiliation find us all, in full measure, but how we respond to them—with forgiveness or bitterness —will determine the level of our maturity and the color of our character. This is perhaps our ultimate moral test: Will my humiliations soften or harden my soul?

 

4) Forgive: In the end there is only one condition for entering heaven (and living inside human community)—namely, forgiveness. Perhaps the greatest struggle we have in the second-half of our lives is to forgive: forgive those who have hurt us, forgive ourselves for our own shortcomings, and forgive God for seemingly hanging us out unfairly to dry in this world. The greatest moral imperative of all is not to die with a bitter, unforgiving heart.

 

5) Live in gratitude:  To be a saint is to be fueled by gratitude—nothing more and nothing less. Let no one deceive you with the notion that a passion for truth, for church, or even for God can trump or bracket the non-negotiable imperative to be gracious always. Holiness is gratitude. Outside of gratitude we find ourselves doing many of the right things for the wrong reasons.

 

6)  Bless more and curse less:  We are mature when we define ourselves by what we are for rather than by what we are against, and especially when, like Jesus, we are looking out at others and seeing them as blessed (“Blessed are you!”) rather than as cursed (“Who do you think you are!”). The capacity to praise more than to criticize defines maturity.

 

7)  Live in an ever-greater transparency and honesty: We are as sick as our sickest secret, but we are also as healthy as we are honest. We need, as Martin Luther once put it, “to sin bravely and honestly.” Maturity does not mean that we are perfect or faultless, but that we are honest.

 

8)  Pray both affectively and liturgically: The fuel we need to resource ourselves for gratitude and forgiveness does not lie in the strength of our own willpower, but in grace and community. We access that through prayer. We are mature to the degree that we open our own helplessness and invite in God’s strength and to the degree that we pray with others that the whole world will do the same thing.

 

9)  Become ever-wider in your embrace: We grow in maturity to the degree that we define family (Who is my brother or sister?) in a way that is ever-more ecumenical, interfaith, post-ideological, and non-discriminatory. We are mature only when we are compassionate as God is compassionate—namely, when our sun, too, shines upon those we like and those we do not. There comes a time to turn in our cherished moral placards for a basin and towel.

 

10)  Stand where you stand and let God protect you: In the end, we are all vulnerable, contingent, and helpless both to protect our loved ones and ourselves. We cannot guarantee life, safety, salvation, or forgiveness for ourselves or for those we love. Maturity depends upon accepting this with trust rather than anxiety. We can only do our best, whatever our place in life, wherever we stand, whatever our limits, whatever our shortcomings, and trust that this is enough—that if we die honest, doing our duty, God will do the rest.

 

-- Fr. Ron Rolheiser, OMI  (President, Oblate School of Theology)

 

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Lent: Laying Aside the False Self to Simply Be Present to “What IS”:  GOD

 

Introductions

 

Let’s not say our names

or what we do for a living.

If we are married

and how many times.

Single, gay, or vegan.

 

Let’s not mention

how far we got in school.

Who we know,

what we’re good at,

or no good at, at all.

 

Let’s not hint at

how much money we have

or how little.

Where we go to church

or that we don’t.

What our Sun Sign is

our Enneagram number

our personality type according to Jung

or whether we’ve ever been

Rolfed, arrested, psychoanalyzed,

or artificially suntanned.

 

Let’s refrain, too, from stating any ills.

What meds we’re on

including probiotics.

How many surgeries we’ve survived

or our children’s children’s problems.

And, please—

let’s not mention

who we voted for

in the last election.

 

Let’s do this instead:

Let’s start by telling

just one small thing

that costs us nothing

but our attention.

 

Something simple

that nourishes

the soul of our bones.

How it was this morning

stooping to pet the sleeping dog’s muzzle

before going off to work.

 

Or

yesterday,

walking in the woods

spotting that fungus on the stump

of a maple

so astonishingly orange

it glowed like a lamp.

 

Or just now,

the sound

of your

own breath

rising

or sinking

at the end

of this

sentence.

 

-- Susan Glassmeyer

 

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When God inspires someone to pray, the desire to pray is itself due to God. But in prayer God works more extensively and profoundly. What led him to pray was something external, a shell; now comes the inner content, the reality, which is the transformation of the one praying into the person God desires. Initially God takes him just as he is: with his ignorance, hesitation, doubts, with what he offers and what he withholds. Then gradually, in a timescale which man cannot calculate, God begins to fill and complete him. The man tries to separate himself from whatever prevents his coming to God, and God takes over every empty space thus made available, filling it with his grace and will.

 

The more a person is to be filled by God, the more he needs to have emptied himself and to have died to all that is not of God, so that the life of God can pour forth and take the place of his dying. God’s fullness can express itself in such a way that the person never again lapses from the attitude of prayer. He remains constantly attentive to God, endeavoring to do his will, remaining within God’s purposes, trying to perform in a spirit of surrender whatever God shows him and asks of him….When God takes things away he does not leave a wasteland behind….A man can see in detail how God replaces what he sacrifices to him with something better, something divine…an experience that contains the germ of true humility: he sees that he can do nothing of himself and that God does everything.   – Adrienne von Speyr

 

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Crosses are the great means which God employs to destroy self-love in us and to increase and purify his love within us. We, on our side, labor for these two ends by the means which he has placed at our disposal. The crosses finish the work; without them it would be imperfect. Self cannot kill itself; the blow must be struck from elsewhere, and self must rest passive in receiving it. As long as I act I live; I shall mortify myself in vain, I shall not succeed in dying spiritually by my own efforts. God must do this for me. He must act within me, and the fire of his love must consume the victim.

 

There are many different kinds of crosses….They change according to different characters, circumstances, degrees. Some are simply painful, some are humiliating, others unite humiliation to pain. Some assail a man in his worldly possessions, in those who are dear to him, in his health, in his honor, even in his life. Others assail him in his spiritual interests, his conscience, in what concerns his eternal salvation, and these are the most frequent, destructive, and difficult to bear. All have an effect upon us which inward mortification is unable to produce, and without them we cannot expect to attain…holiness.   – Fr. Jean-Nicolas Grou, SJ

 

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Whoever has received the gift of divine love, obtains from it more freedom from base natural tendencies than by practicing all possible penances and austerities. He can most sweetly endure all misfortunes that happen to him or threaten to overwhelm him; he most readily forgives all the injuries that can be inflicted on him. Nothing brings you nearer to God than the sweet bond of love. Whoever has found this way never seeks any other….Everything that is himself becomes God’s own. Therefore, if you would conquer these enemies—corrupt natural tendencies—and render them harmless, love is your best weapon. When the soul loves, then whatever is not God or godlike, it suffers not for an instant. Whoever is enlisted in this warfare and treads this path—what he does or what he does not do in active good works, or what he is not able to do, makes no difference. Whether something or nothing, all is for love. The work of perfect love is more fruitful to a man’s soul and to the souls of all with whom he deals, and it brings more glory to God, than all other works.   – Fr. John Tauler, OP

 

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Focus on the True Self and its expression in the world around us. We discover that it is through spiritual non-possessiveness, surrender, and self-emptying that our essence becomes connected to the flow of Being Itself. This path is not about self-expression and acquisition or storing up more calm, stability, or inner presence. As self-emptying becomes the whole path, we find that there is no need to worry about being depleted. The process of relinquishing our will, our identity, and our vitality leads us to the dark night of the spirit. And it is through this passageway that we discover that we are not the source of our own energy.  – Rev. Cynthia Bourgeault

 

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Let us despise nothing: not any person, for in the worst of them there is the divine spark, which can always flame forth; nor ideas, for in all of them there is a grain of truth, which one must know how to discover; nor other people’s actions, for we often are unaware of their motives and always unaware of their far-reaching and providential consequences.

 

-- Elizabeth Leseur

 

 

 

 

Mark Your Calendar!

March

1

 

Portraits of World Mysticism Class: The Wound of Love: Love Mysticism in the Christian & Sufi Traditions with Cliff Knighten; 9 am-12 pm; Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center, 285 Oblate Dr.; $40; call (210) 341-1366 x 212

3-5

Bilingual Silent Women’s Retreat: Lent—Our Inner & Outer Journey; Oblate Renewal Center, 5700 Blanco Rd; $185 includes lodging and meals; call Sr. Susan: (210) 349-4173 x 502

3, 10, 17

3 Lenten Talks: Living the Ups and Downs of Our Faith—Dark Nights & Doubt, a Failure of Faith or a Failure of Imagination? with Fr. Ron Rolheiser, OMI; 7-9 pm, Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center, 285 Oblate Dr., $40; call (210) 341-1366 or www.ost.edu  

5

ASH WEDNESDAY

7-8

9th Annual Catholic Men’s Conference, St. Matthew Catholic Church McDonald Family Center; 10703 Wurzbach Rd; call Pilgrim Center of Hope: 210-521-3377 or go to www.CMCSanAntonio.com

8

Sankofa Women’s Conference: There is a Balm in Gilead—Spirituality & Healing with numerous panel speakers & breakout sessions; 8:30 am-5 pm, Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center, 285 Oblate; $75 includes lunch & snacks; call (210) 341-1366 x 212

9

First Sunday of LENT

9-16

Virgin of San Juan de Los Lagos pilgrim statue from Jalisco, MX at St. Cecilia parish, 125 W. Whittier; for more info call (210) 533-7109

11

Workshop: Critical Ministerial Issues: The Challenge of Change in Ministry Today (for pastors & lay ministers) with Nancy Kluge, Ph.D. & Fr. Bryan Silva, OMI; 8:30 am-3:30 pm, Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center, 285 Oblate Dr, $65 includes lunch ($50 per person for parish group of 4 or more); call (210) 341-1366 x 212

15

Lenten Retreat: Walking with Our Lady in the Lenten Desert with Fr. James Marshall, SJ; 8 am, Our Lady of Guadalupe Parish Hall, 1321 El Paso St; (210) 494-9465

16

Second Sunday of LENT

17

St. Patrick

17 & 21

Two Mondays Course: Eve and the Virgin Mary—Two of the Most Famous & Controversial Women of the Bible with Nora Lozano, Ph.D.; 6:30-8:30 pm, SoL Center, 300 Bushnell Ave, $25, call (210)732-9927

18

6th Annual Frank Montalbano Lecture: Paul the Apostle—Oppressor or Liberator? with Dr. Luke Timothy Johnson; 7 pm, Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center, 285 Oblate; FREE public lecture

19

St. Joseph, Spouse of the Blessed Virgin Mary

21-22

Charismatic Conference: Exercising the Gifts of the Spirit—Live it, Love it, Do it! with speaker Jesse Romero & others + Mass with Archbishop Gustavo; St. Mary Magdalen Church, 1710 Clower; call (210) 226-7545

23

Third Sunday of LENT

25

Annunciation of the Lord  (1st Joyful Mystery of the Rosary)

29

PEACE MASS: 12 pm, St. Mary’s Church, 202 N. St. Mary’s;             Rosary at 11:30 am

29

Fiesta Franciscana Music & Art Event, 12 noon-3:30 pm, Mission Espada, 10040 Espada Rd.; Free & open to the public! (210) 627-2064

30

 

Fourth Sunday of LENT                                                                

Rosary-making: 2:00-5:30 pm, St. Mary’s Church, 202 N. St. Mary’s; free parking & materials                                                                                   

30-Apr 3

Contemplative Retreat with Lecture Series: People of Pilgrimage: Ubuntu—Practicing Compassion with Very Rev. Michael Battle, Ph.D.; Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Center; $60 for 3 evening lectures/ $395 for Retreat (with meals); call (210)341-1366 x212

 

 

I have learned silence from the talkative,

tolerance from the intolerant,

and kindness from the unkind.

I should not be ungrateful to those teachers.

-- Kahlil Gibran 

     

 

           

                                               

 

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