Medjugorje Message: February 25, 2012

Dear children! At this time, in a special way I call you:  “pray with the heart.” Little children, you speak much and pray little. Read and meditate on Sacred Scripture, and  may the words written in it be life for you. I encourage and  love you, so that in God you may find your peace and  the  joy of  living. Thank you for having responded to my call.

 

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                                                                                                     March 2012

 

In this Lenten message, Our Lady focuses on a theme she has voiced throughout the last thirty years in Medjugorje: prayer with the heart. She says, “At this time, in a special way I call you: ‘pray with the heart.’ Little children, you speak much and pray little.” If we are honest with ourselves we know this is true. Even those of us who fancy ourselves “spiritual” or “religious” speak much more than we pray---especially when we are doing “Church or holiness projects” such as Lenten observance. Why is this so? And how can praying with the heart help?

 

“Speaking much and praying little” is a function of what Rev. Cynthia Bourgeault calls the “egoic operating system” that we are all born with, which runs the show of our life until we embark upon the spiritual journey with a sincere desire for conversion.  In simple terms, this spiritual journey is often called “the journey from the head to the heart” and it is the longest trek anyone can ever make.  The binary, analytical, judging and differentiating brain with which we are born is important and necessary for navigating life in the world as we grow to adulthood. But if we choose to take the spiritual path toward the higher levels of human consciousness to which Jesus calls us in the Gospel—and which he modeled for us—then we will embark upon the greatest adventure ever: traveling from “head knowledge” to “Heart Wisdom,” which is an entirely new, radically different way of seeing reality.

 

Speaking much” is a signal that we are operating out of the egoic brain that splits everything into good and bad, right and wrong, black and white, up and down, inside and outside, etc. and then compulsively shows “how smart it is” by giving voice to  these judgments.  The current political climate is a good example of the egoic operating system run riot, with incredibly polarized positions and discussions filling the airwaves of the media and our own private lives in conversation with others. While the egoic intellect sees and yammers endlessly about the differences and conflicts “out there,” the heart perceives Oneness and the single, unified Reality of God everywhere and in all things. While the ego stirs up fear, paranoia and danger all around, the heart sees and shares Love as the Divine Indwelling Presence in all.  In contrast to the fear-mongering egoic brain, the heart reveals the biblical truth that “Perfect love casts out fear.” (1 Jn 4:18)

 

To speak less (or little) and to “pray with the heart” is a sign of conversion or metanoia, which means going out of the egoic intellect “into the larger mind” of Christ-consciousness or Heart-consciousness, journeying from the head to the heart. When we “pray with the heart,” as Our Lady asks at Medjugorje, we do not “speak much”; rather, we fall into silence, God’s first language.  Most of us do not do so comfortably; we need help with a practice of prayerful silence, such as the supportive steps of Centering Prayer which uses a sacred word, or the mantric repetition of a phrase, as in the Rosary. Our Lady makes another suggestion: Read and meditate on Sacred Scripture, and may the words written in it be life for you.” This is what the ancient Church practice of Lectio Divina is all about, in which we pass through four movements in our reading of a short scripture passage (sometimes called the “Four R’s”): Reading (for content); Reflecting (on its meaning for me); Responding (from our heart to God); and Resting (in God’s Silent Presence). This is a method of praying the Sacred Scripture with the “heart,” not merely reading it with the egoic mind or “head.” When we do this, as Our Lady says, the words written are more than just words---they may “be life for you.”

 

Our Lady’s Lenten message ends not with words about mortification, penance, vigils, fasting, self-denial, almsgiving, or the many other worthy practices of the season. Instead, she says, “I encourage and love you, so that in God you may find your peace and the joy of living.”  Nothing dark or gloomy there! Our Lady speaks only of love, peace and joy in this penitential season that we often view falsely (from our egoic “head” consciousness), with an attitude of dread or foreboding, as a time of misery and suffering. As always, Our Lady Queen of Peace has focused her attention (and ours) upon Prayer of the Heart, which will keep us rooted in the Divine Indwelling Presence of our God who is Love as the One, Single, Overriding Reality of Life.  Joy indeed!

  

 

The Three “Sabbaths” of LENT

 

“Beware of practicing your piety before men in order to be seen by them; for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven.”   (Matthew 6:1)

 

During Lent the Church addresses her instruction to different levels of Christian consciousness. If we want to organize our Lenten observance this year, we might do so under three headings which Saint Aelred calls the three sabbaths. These are love of self, love of neighbor, and love of God.

 

The first sabbaththe love of self.  If we have not yet achieved this sabbath, we might prepare for Easter by seeking to obtain the joy of this kind of rest. The Lord Jesus warns us not to give in to one of the great temptations of Lent, which is to get all wound up with the observance of almsgiving, fasting, vigils, and extra prayers. Jesus’ advice is: “Whatever you do, let nobody notice it.” That is a hard saying for beginners in the spiritual life. The moment any success in some penitential exercise begins to appear, we find ourselves attacked by the compulsion of competition, or by wanting our observance to be observed. Jesus warns, “Let nobody see you. Otherwise, the Father, who sees in secret, cannot reward you.”

 

This first sabbath is the recognition of the truth about ourselves. We tend to want to become a saintly, enlightened, or realized person. Such desires can hide the truth about ourselves.When our energy is directed toward becoming the special person that we want to be, it becomes harder to accept the person we actually are.  Prayer in secret leads to self-knowledge. And little by little, self-knowledge leads to the acceptance of ourselves; that is, of our gifts, of our limitations, and of our sinful human condition.

 

Acceptance of the truth about ourselves is the beginning of the first sabbath. But that is not enough. What matters is how comfortable we feel in admitting the truth about ourselves. The more comfortable we feel in our predicament—like a little child who has fallen into a mud puddle, but who knows that he is still loved by his mother—the more we can trustfully raise our hands toward God as we wallow contentedly in the mud. This is what Aelred meant by the first sabbath.The true love of self and of our lowly condition enables us to acknowledge the whole truth about ourselves with all its consequences.

 

As this comfortable acceptance of ourselves continues to increase, something else begins to happen. We are able to accept others as they are, with the whole of the truth about them. If we are at peace with ourselves and who we are, the chances are good that we will be at peace with others and who they are. That is St. Aelred’s second sabbaththe sabbath of love of neighbor.

 

As these two sabbaths and the profound rest they bring become firmly established, we move on to the final sabbath—the most difficult of all. This is to accept God as God is. Faith presents him as the Incomprehensible, the Infinite, the Ineffable. Since he is a consuming fire, to be comfortable in his presence requires a very humble heart indeed, because if there is anything in our hearts besides him, it will be burnt to ashes. Those who have reached the third sabbath of St. Aelred are fully prepared to celebrate the Paschal mystery.                     – Fr. Thomas Keating, OCSO

 

 

Lenten Reading: “Formational” vs. “Informational”

 

During Lent, we try to take a formational approach to the Sacred Scripture, rather than  merely “informational” Bible reading.  The ancient practice of Lectio  Divina, or sacred reading of scripture, is different from informational scripture study. While it is true that “we must have a certain level of information about the Biblical passage, some sense of the meaning of the text in its original context, some sense of what God was saying to the intended readers before it can become formational” (M.R. Mulholland, Jr.), a deeper, more “formational” type of scripture reading is a discipline we need to develop as our spiritual journey advances. It requires time to “center,” to become still, to relinquish, let go, and release one’s life into the loving Divine Presence.  We seek a balance between:

 

INFORMATIONAL READING            and           FORMATIONAL READING

 

Cover as much text as possible                        Seek quality, not quantity of reading

Move quickly over the surface of text               Reading in depth, open to multiple layers

                                                                                 of meaning

Seeks to master, control the text                      Allow the text to master you

Regards text as an object to manipulate         Text as subject; we are the object shaped

Analytical, critical, judgmental approach          Humble, detached, receptive approach

Problem-solving is mental starting point          Attitude of openness to the mystery of God

 

 

+  Lenten Reflections  +


Jesus’ death on the cross is the most authentic statement of created life—it speaks to us of the wild love of God, the drama of evolution, and the trust that is needed if a new future is to be realized. The illogical cross is the logic of God. It is the logic of self-involvement that requires a self-emptying. By domesticating the cross, we strip the Godliness of God, the wildness of divine love that refuses to be controlled or manipulated. God’s love is the untameable terror of the Holy New. To be a wholemaker, to evolve, is to embrace this Spirit of love, to trust that love is greater than death. Salvation takes place in what is weak and fragile. Unless and until we grasp the inner core of evolution as a necessary death we will continue to spiral in violence and fragmentation. Belief in God incarnate is belief in the wildness of divine love to seize us from within, turn us upside down, and move us in a new direction.  We who say “yes” to the dying and rising of Jesus Christ say “yes” to our lives as the stuff out of which the New Creation can emerge. Sr. Ilia Delio, OSF

 

 

Christ on the cross bows his head waiting for you, that he may kiss you; his arms are outstretched, that he may embrace you; his hands are open, that he may enrich you; his side is open for you that he may let you enter there.  

                                                                                                – St. Bonaventure

 

 

 

 

                         A Lenten Poem…

I carry a torch in one hand

And a bucket of water in the other:

With these things I am going to set fire to Heaven

And put out the flames of Hell

So that the voyagers to God can rip the veils

And see the real goal.

 

Rabia, 8th century Sufi mystic

Mark Your Calendar

March

2

 

 World Day of Prayer

   2-3

Spiritual Renewal Conference: “The Power of the Holy Spirit”; 7-10 pm Fri, 8:30 am-10 pm Sat.; St. Mary Magdalen Church, 1710 Clower St.; 226.7545

    3

Praying with Scripture: Lectio Divina Workshop; 9 am-1 pm, Omega Retreat Center, 216 W. Highland Dr, Boerne, TX; $40 includes 2 follow-up sessions on March 17 & 31; call 830-816-8471

 4  

 Second Sunday of Lent 

Contemplative Retreat: “People of Pilgrimage—The Holy Longing…Holy Fire   Within Us as a Congenital Ache for Union with God and Everything Else” w/ Fr. Ron Rolheiser, OMI; 4 pm Sunday through Noon, Thur Mar 8; Oblate Renewal Center, Oblate & Blanco Rd.; $360 incl. meals (lodging extra); call 341-1366 x 226

5-7

 Lenten Mission w/ Fr. John Xaviour, 7 pm, St. Matthew Catholic Church, 10703 Wurzbach

    8

 “Le Point Vierge: Mary and the Catholic Imagination” Lecture w/ Wendy Wright, Ph.D., 7 pm, Oblate School of Theology Whitley Theological Ctr, 285 Oblate Dr., $10; call 341-1366 x 226; Exhibition of Marian Photography (free) at OST Library (through April 6)

   11

 Third Sunday of Lent;  Daylight Saving Time begins 

   17 

 St. Patrick 

   18 

 Fourth Sunday of Lent 

   19 

 St. Joseph 

  23-24

Catholic Men’s Conference, McDonald Center at St. Matthew Church, 10703 Wurzbach; sponsored by Pilgrim Center of Hope; $35/$45; call 521-3377

   23

 Free Dinner & Lecture: “Where in the World is Compassion? Creating Ongoing Relationships for the Common Good” w/ Dr. John Esposito; 6-8 pm, University of the Incarnate Word, Marian Hall Ballroom, 4301 Broadway

   24

 Interfaith Compassion Conference w/ Dr. Esposito (Georgetown U.), Dr. Asani (Harvard U.) and representatives of Buddhism, Christianity, Hinduism, Islam, & Judaism; 9 am-4 pm, University of the Incarnate Word; $20; call 367-2042 or visit www.uiw.edu/compassionconference

Lenten Retreat on Forgiveness (based on Jn 8:1-11, the Woman Caught in Adultery) w/ Fr. Eddie Bernal, Fr. Eric Ritter & Sr. Mary Fagan; 8:30 am-5 pm, St. Dominic Church, 5919 Ingram Rd; no charge; bring sack lunch

   25 

 Fifth Sunday of Lent

 Rosary Making: 2-5:30, St. Mary's Church, 202 N. St. Mary's; free parking & materials 

26

 Annunciation of the Lord

31

 PEACE MASS: 12:00 pm, St. Mary's Church, 202 N. St. Mary's; Rosary    11:30 am

 

 

"When the vessel of his body was shattered in death, Christ was poured out over all the world. He became actually, in his humanity, what he had always been according to his dignity—the heart of the world, the innermost center of creation."    

                                                                               -- Karl Rahner,SJ

 

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